DAMN DAMN DAMN AND FOREVER FUCKING DAMNATION

I am going into a dark place due to my sexual frustration and my growing desire for a fulfilling sex life.

Facebook and the games that kill us

As anyone who reads this knows I'm a fan of games. In spite of the previous article I wrote I still fancy me self every now and then colorful pixel enhanced journeys into mindless fun. My favorite casual games are time managements & farming games since I don't have a green thumb. I wish I did but unfortunately I always end up killing plants instead of helping them thrive. And most of the "free" to enjoy lot are on Facebook. But *sigh* I honestly think it's killing my enthusiasm. Let's face it: they lure you in with their pretty mechanics and controls and graphics and then when you really start to dig in they say you need this many friends/neighbors before you can go on. And afterwards they get cross when you invite people you don't know. Let's face: it's hypocrisy. Gourmet Ranch (which I at one point adored) tried to get me to recruit people by offering me those shiny lovely keys that unlock items if I recruited new folks. Never worked. The problem was half of the people I knew already played it and the other half didn't want to. Summer Springs a game brought to you by the people in charge of Gaea does the same. And on top of that Summer Springs demands you have at least 50 friends on your listing in order to access a lot of their content in the market. It's also god awfully expensive and time consuming. And not enjoyable when you try so hard and get so little in reward. Finally the game glitches worse than an epileptic. As of today it's lost connection with the server 3 times in a row while I'm trying to harvest crops. I'd love to continue gaming with you, Facebook, but with the insane demands you make, the evils of hackers and malware, etc you are getting to be FAR more hassle than you're bringing in joy in this relationship.
I wish I'd never touched Facebook.
I really do.

I'm Losing That Loving Feeling

Once in a while I get depressed. I can't help it. Genetics plus environment equals that creeping sadness. But it could usually be counter acted by some good old fashioned video games. Sure Gordon Ramsey and his fantastic programs helped. The parts of True Blood not filled with sex edged it out. But still my one love has always been video games... And porn. But porn or rather hentai has more and more just gotten me less & less away from my sinking depression and added to the lack of some satisfying contact. So it was video games which I say filled the void and helped me deal.
However I think that is no longer going to keep on being a viable escape means. Games which I enjoyed on Facebook end up being pointless and overwhelming instead of the fun time wasters and mind wipers. Not to mention far too many are buggy and the support for them is almost non-existent. The game series' I had loved for so many years have been slowly poisoned and killed off by lack of intelligent running and just no longer giving a shit about their customer bases. Yes Square Enix: I am looking right at you, you fucking evil gimps. The potential of a Happy Ending for all involved or an enjoyable time playing FF XIII was destroyed by you through your greed and poor decision making. 13-2 was made trying to find a way for Lightening to be happy but in the end you effectively killed off the entire planet. Way to go. New games are too expensive for me to buy especially since I am among those poor souls who always love the good solidness of a hard disc-based copy can run up to 60 something dollars and the DDL's are hardly less expensive. Sales hardly last long enough for me to acquire the funds to partake of really good purchases of things I want.
I can effectively go on and on eventually going into mindless mumbling and incoherent ramblings but I won't. I'll just say this: I do not look forward to the day when video games stop being my comfort in a harsh emotional time and I don't have anything to fall back on. It will not end well for anyone who knows me.

Fuck Twilight!

You know who my favorite couple are: Jareth and Sarah from Labyrinth. They both could use some emotional growing up which Sarah more than did in the movie but that's it. They are my favorite couple. End of discussion.