Inhertitence

I don't care about inheriting after my father dies. I don't care about money. I want my father back and healthy. I want my mother to be alive again and with us and talking about when she was younger and all the stories of our grandparents and aunts and uncles and great-grandparents. I don't want to be an adult anymore. I wanna go back to being a kid with a family unit that may have not been completely healthy but we were happy and together. I HATE HAVING TO GROW UP!!! I wanna go back to being 5 years old... I hate life. I HATE IT!