I'm Losing That Loving Feeling

Once in a while I get depressed. I can't help it. Genetics plus environment equals that creeping sadness. But it could usually be counter acted by some good old fashioned video games. Sure Gordon Ramsey and his fantastic programs helped. The parts of True Blood not filled with sex edged it out. But still my one love has always been video games... And porn. But porn or rather hentai has more and more just gotten me less & less away from my sinking depression and added to the lack of some satisfying contact. So it was video games which I say filled the void and helped me deal.
However I think that is no longer going to keep on being a viable escape means. Games which I enjoyed on Facebook end up being pointless and overwhelming instead of the fun time wasters and mind wipers. Not to mention far too many are buggy and the support for them is almost non-existent. The game series' I had loved for so many years have been slowly poisoned and killed off by lack of intelligent running and just no longer giving a shit about their customer bases. Yes Square Enix: I am looking right at you, you fucking evil gimps. The potential of a Happy Ending for all involved or an enjoyable time playing FF XIII was destroyed by you through your greed and poor decision making. 13-2 was made trying to find a way for Lightening to be happy but in the end you effectively killed off the entire planet. Way to go. New games are too expensive for me to buy especially since I am among those poor souls who always love the good solidness of a hard disc-based copy can run up to 60 something dollars and the DDL's are hardly less expensive. Sales hardly last long enough for me to acquire the funds to partake of really good purchases of things I want.
I can effectively go on and on eventually going into mindless mumbling and incoherent ramblings but I won't. I'll just say this: I do not look forward to the day when video games stop being my comfort in a harsh emotional time and I don't have anything to fall back on. It will not end well for anyone who knows me.

Fuck Twilight!

You know who my favorite couple are: Jareth and Sarah from Labyrinth. They both could use some emotional growing up which Sarah more than did in the movie but that's it. They are my favorite couple. End of discussion.

Father Dies on Father's Day

2 weeks ago it was Father's day. And on that die my father passed. Although Father's Day and I had had some bad exchanges I didn't think it would pull the ultimate F U and tell the Grim Reaper to take him to God. I was ready to let him go... Just not on Father's Day. So here's the score so far:
Holidays' fucked - 2
Me and Sis - 0

Oh Sims 3 you scamp you

Oh how I love you. When I burn my mac and cheese my sim will die in flames screaming. When he "forget" to go to the bathroom and pees on the floor then "accidentally" electrocutes himself on the tv he was tinkering with. Or how about the time I was raising my logic skill with the telescope and a meteorite came out of no where! Oh how we laughed and laughed! Ah you will always have a place well deserved in my heart. Unlike 13-2 which is about to get a boot the size of Texas shoved RIGHT UP YOUR ASS!!! Fuck you Square Enix and the horse you rode in on!!!!

Enjoy

If you visit my blog and notice the thing down on the corner that says ex.fm, click and enjoy some of my loved songs and programs from this great site I was introduced to. And not only does this suite play music it also is home to a hidden treasure of Goon Show episodes! WHOO HOO!!

Zynga

I hate Zynga. They put malware on my laptop without me realizing it when I foolishly agreed to do something they offered. They suck and are unimaginative. And now they've made a deal with the owners of one of my fave games on Facebook for advertising and letting them run Gourmet Ranch on their servers. Yeah that won't end badly. Oh well at least it gives me time to go back to being serial killer on Sims 3.

well bugger me

Didn't realize it had been so long since I made a post but given the fact I've been preoccupied with a whole shit storm manner of things I beg your forgiveness. No really I do. I appreciate anyone who read what I have to say and I am grateful for any useful feed I get. Well I promised to say something about Enchanted Arms when i got back so here I go: play the 360 version because PS3 is the weaker of the 2 in full retrospect and unless you wanna get a nice cardio workout going and dance while shaking the controller along with your booty so you can raise the EX gauge I would suggest leaving the PS3 port alone. Still I had some good fun with it.